Something that has been making me go hmm…

Those of you who have been reading my blog may have noticed, that back on the post entitled “The Good, The Bad and The Ugly”, MrsKeeper decided to leave me a comment (Thanks Honey!). In it she mentioned that this time around she had been giving some thought to fantasies she has had regarding us in a Master / slave relationship.For those of you who don’t know, this is kind of the deepest one can go in BDSM culture. An M/s relationship (IMHO) is one of those know what you are getting yourself into situations. In fact, it is so deep / committed / significant to me, I have NEVER even given thought or consideration to it in the 15 years I have been into BDSM, never.So to even be thinking in this realm is new territory for me – scary territory – but oddly enough once I get past the incredible hotness of the idea and the intense fear of giving up every bit of control, I am left trying to get my head wrapped around just what we are talking about.

The Good, The Bad and the Ugly

Three things to report from the weekend – a little out of order from the title, but you will understand shortly:

The Good:

Saturday we had a very full day and had a very full evening planned. I had gotten home around 4:30 in the afternoon and helped MrsKeeper get the groceries and stuff in and put up. At that point she decided that we needed to take a nap (we had plans to go out with friends Saturday evening and were going to be out late).

I was already naked (except for the chastity belt) and finished up in the kitchen while she went to the bedroom to get ready for our nap. When I got in there MrsKeeper had that look in her eyes and she said “since we are taking a nap I think I would like you out of the cage.”

Thursday Night Fun

So last night I finished up with work late and came home just before nine, and I was a bit bummed. Both my wife and I need to get up in the morning between five and six, so for us that means in bed before eleven, preferably before ten. Do the math…

I knew you could

- that left me an hour or so to unwind get undressed, greet MrsKeeper properly (see below), and then maybe I might get 30-45 minutes of freedom from the CB-6000.

Week’s Wrap Up

So I have had these three drafts sitting in my blog waiting to get some real meat added to them, in addition to the long upcoming post (Journey in the belt so far pt2), I finally decided that I needed to post something and stop fretting and just do it.

So Floor Friday was fun, I got to feel all subbie like and sit at my Mistress’s feet and look adoringly up at her and blog and swoon (swoon is such a cool word, dontcha think?).

I had been thinking that our texting back and forth Friday was a prelude to some fun play Friday night, but it was not to be so. So I went to bed a little confused and a bit pouty (it had been a hell week and I wanted some play dammit). I know this does not at all sound subbie and I am a bit ashamed writing this – but all in the name of full disclosure and honesty around here – right?

Floor Fridays

MrsKeeper and I text message each other throughout the day. Partly because of the seemingly constant contact we get through it, but also the fact that it fits my job. I can check my phone off and on throughout the day, and continue the conversation for a minute or so, and keep on working. My job right now seems to be more and more constant work, so I don’t get any time to goof off every once in a while when things are calmer. Plus we get to tease and turn each other on throughout the day as well – it has made for some fun forplay recently.

Well today I asked my wife what did she want to do this evening. (Tonight is particularly important, since I have been in school late Monday, Tues and Wed – Thursday I just crashed out) She responded with:

   “Eh who knows, if I’m not snugglingyou it may be floor friday! Ooh that’s good! I like that! You get to sit on the floor at My feet all night!”

<Snif> I’m so proud …and so turned on!

That was completely her – never entered my mind or fantsies (and I have an incredible mind for fantasies). This is without a doubt the first time I feel completely under her control without any say in the matter, since we began this part of our lives back up.

I am sitting here writing this post, on the floor in our office / computer room with my laptop, and my Domme is sitting at the desk reading on her computer.

This…..

Is…….

Heaven….

<sigh>